Lonely....

I wish I could convey how much I miss certain people when they aren't around anymore. It's almost as a part of me is missing; an emptiness that can't be filled by anything, but that person. I wish more than anything, that I could be with you right now; in your presence, talking with you, even if it's about nothing at all. So, when you're not with me, I am not whole inside; I am but half a girl, wanting nothing more than to be whole. I suppose everyone feels like that sometimes.
I want nothing more than to have friends around here. Just when I think I've made some, it turns out they didn't want to be friends past knowing each other at work. I really hope I'll be able to make more friends during school. I'm slowly getting to know a few people in my Psych and English. Maybe, something will come of that. Maybe I should just break down and beg Jeff to move back to N.Y. Maybe, I could even get my job back at Wal-Mart.