People Suck...

You know I have no idea if its me or what, but 90% of the people I consider my friends are complete assholes. I'm going to go ahead an name names, considering that they can't take the time to read my blog. (Thanks Linds for reading :D!)

Okay, so Joh likes to play around with my feelings and then when I'm happy drinking with friends, we are talking and I tell her I'm jumping on the trampoline drunk, she seems to think its okay to blow me off and ignore my texts. She did this last night as well and I wasn't even on the trampoline. I was playing Wii with friends. I'm almost 26 years old, I know how to take care of myself and know my limit. Don't blow me off because your parents are jerks when they are drunks, not everyone is like that. It's not like I drink that often anyways, usually only on my birthday; New Years Eve; or 4th of July. This happened to be a rare occasion. The first time in months I've hung out with people and actually enjoyed myself.

Then there is Adam. Adam is like my  best friend, I can fucking tell this kid anything and he'll talk me through it. He's honest and doesn't beat around the bush. And when my mom got Cancer, I told him first and he helped. But I can never fucking get this asshole to hang out with me. 4 years we been friends, we've hung out 2wice. So, I'm out tonight and I'm drunk, and in a moment of drunken clarity, I decide to yell at him and tell him how much he sucks as a friend because he can't make the time. There's always something more important to do, like playing with himself, then hang out with me. I'm tired of trying when no one else wants to make the effort.

Then there's Kyle. But, I haven't decide if I want to talk about him  yet. He's been acting like a douchebag for the past week. But we'll see how things are when he returns from Brazil.

Why is it everytime your dude friends get a girlfriend/wife, it's like "Nope, sorry, we can't be friends anymore because you're a girl." I mean wtf is up with that?! I know my husband doesn't mind if I have dude friends. He encourages me to have friends. Are girls just that insecure about their relationship? Because I know I ain't that sexy that they'd have to worry about me stealing their boyfriends/husbands. Hell, I'm married, WTF am I to do with a boyfriend AND a husband? Not a whole damn lot.