If you haven't found out by now, then I have no idea where you've been, but I want to be a writer. It's what I've wanted to do for many years now, but since my friends started dropping like flies, I haven't been able to get past this writer's block. I'll start something, get a few pages in, and then decide I suck horribly and never pick it up again. The worst part of it is, every time I decide to write, I buy a new note book. So, I have a dresser drawer (my makeshift desk) full of notebooks that only have a couple of pages filled out, if that.
I found that Role Playing on a website helps me creatively. I start a specific story with a group of people and it's like I never stopped writing. But, if I try to produce something of my own, it just fails all over the place. An epic fail. It frustrates me to no end. GaiaOnline, one of my Role Playing websites, has a section for collaborative works. I can search out people who might possibly want to help me in this process, but the only problem is: Where do I start?
It's as if once I solved one of the blocks, instantly a titanium wall is thrown up and now I have to figure out a way around that particular obstacle. It really isn't fair. Once people realize their dreams, it should be easy to fulfill them. Or at least try to fulfill them. But here I am, stuck like a kid who is super-glued in the middle of the high way during rush hour traffic. If only I could figure out how to untie those shoes and make a mad dash for the guard rail, out of harms way.
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