I've had a lot of ups and downs lately. My emotions have been everywhere I'm either high or low, can't seem to find a common middle ground. My husband has absolutely great, taking each day as it comes, hoping that I won't freak out too badly one day. Which makes me all the more happy that I have him. I realized today that I haven't been very happy in a long time. I don't mean just having a good day, but being really happy. It hasn't happened in ages and I'm not sure what to do about it.
For now I spend my days happily trolling around my RP website, meeting new people, hopefully making some good online friends. I don't do well enough during the day to meet people in RL. I have too many panic attacks, I suppose that's my problem all around. I'm just too scared to do anything I'm unfamiliar with; way too scared.
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